Yo-Yo's and roller coasters . . . seems like our lives are a lot like them. They go up then down, then up then down again. I was driving in my car today contemplating life. Seems I do that quite a bit these days, most of the time it's not very dramatic or too deep but today was different. My faith is being tried and I guess that's a given, but this week it ramped up a bit.
You probably know by now that I am a Christian and I believe in an all-powerful, sovereign, just, and loving God. I believe God has purpose in all things and is NEVER caught off guard or surprised by events, good or bad. So here I was driving down the road in my SUV when out of the corner of my eye I catch a glimpse of a beautiful Monarch butterfly. No sooner did my mind begin to form the words "Isn't God good!" when, SPLAT! It hit my windshield at 60 miles per hour. In an instant this flying piece of art was turned into a green speck of goo on a piece of glass. OK, so not the usual content of a Christian Blog but there is a connection. I protested out loud to God, "Lord, what was that about?! Why did you go through all the trouble of making this thing if you were just going to let it die like that?" I didn't hear God verbally but I felt pretty convicted that God is God and I am not. The words God spoke to Job in Chapter 38 popped into my head, "Where were you when I laid the earth's foundation?" Then God went on to remind Job how much he didn't know. He reminded me of the same. So on I went having to trust that God knows and has purpose in all things. He could have stopped the butterfly from hitting the windshield but didn't. Why? Only he knows and I have to trust that.
Don't worry, I'll get around to the Yo-Yo and roller coaster thing soon but a couple more things need to be shared first. A couple weeks ago I was playing the guitar in a worship service that included the baptism of a little baby (a topic for another post). The baby was there with his mother, father, and two toddler siblings. There were four full rows of happy family members and friends. This morning I learned that on Thursday the baby's father was killed when his vehicle hit a tree. I looked up to heaven and didn't have the strength to form the word, "Why?" but as I played and sang songs to God today I couldn't stop thinking about the butterfly. God could have reached his hand down and stopped the man's car but he didn't. Why? Only God knows. Seeing a monarch butterfly in flight - UP. Seeing it hit the windshield - DOWN. Seeing the smile of a father as his child is baptized - UP. Hearing of his sudden death - DOWN. Yo-Yo's and roller coasters.
My daughter came to visit this week and when she was sitting across the table from me at dinner and I could look into her eyes I was on top of the world. UP. When I put her on a plane for Philly, my heart sank. DOWN.
Healthy one day, cancer the next. Successful businessman one day, unemployed the next. Strong in your faith one day, doubting the next. Holy and righteous one day, sinful the next. Yo-Yo's and roller coasters.
So what to do? Paul tells us that he had to endure the highs and the lows and here is what he said in Philippians 4:11-13
I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do everything through him who gives me strength.
It's all about Jesus. It's about HIM who gives us strength. In this world everything is temporary and fading. I wrote before about our things being rusty and moth-eaten. Even our lives are described in the bible as a breath, a vapor, and like a cut flower. Jesus warned a man who was storing up riches that "This very night your life will be demanded of you." Jesus was clear that our focus was to be on God through the life Jesus gives us in his sacrifice at Calvary. Our strength comes through the indwelling of the Holy Spirit who lifts us to great heights and carries us in the extreme lows. We can do all things through him. Remember that when the Apostles were seeing Jesus perform miracles they were UP and when they saw him die on the cross they were DOWN. But, God didn't leave them there did he? No, he gave them and he gave us probably the most powerful visual to restore our strength: the resurrection. He gave them hope. He gives us hope. One day my friend there will be no more DOWNS, EVER! Only UP, UP, UP. It's a promise for those who have been saved by faith in Jesus. Like Bart from MercyMe sings, "Hold Fast!"
Peace,
David
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